Sunday, October 18, 2026

You say you wanna come down


You bet I played this back-to-back with NIN's cover when it arrived at the radio station.

Call me Ishmael

“The ribs and terrors in the whale”:

The ribs and terrors in the whale,
Arched over me a dismal gloom,
While all God’s sun-lit waves rolled by,
And left me deepening down to doom.
I saw the opening maw of hell,
With endless pains and sorrows there;
Which none but they that feel can tell—
Oh, I was plunging to despair.
In black distress, I called my God,
When I could scarce believe him mine,
He bowed his ear to my complaints—
No more the whale did me confine.
With speed he flew to my relief,
As on a radiant dolphin borne;
Awful, yet bright, as lightening shone
The face of my Deliverer God.
My song for ever shall record
That terrible, that joyful hour;
I give the glory to my God,
His all the mercy and the power.

Herman Melville.

Trump Could Win the Entomological Foundation Peace Prize

Unsurprising coming from Putin's puppet.  But man, if he really wanted to be seen as a Man of Peace, he should end this conflict, which scientists have compared to World War I trench warfare:

A 2006 UC San Diego announcement counted five Argentine ant supercolonies in southern California. The giant coastal one borders three of the four smaller ones, including a colony centered on Lake Hodges, north of San Diego near Escondido. Those colonies are genetically distinct and, crucially, they don't recognize each other as kin.

Ants tell friend from foe mostly by smell, sniffing chemical cues on each other's bodies with their antennae. Within a supercolony those cues are so uniform that a stranger from 500 miles away smells like home. At the boundary between two supercolonies, the cues don't match, and the result is a fight to the death... 

The team found sharp, well-defined borders at 16 contact zones between three pairs of supercolonies. They visited nine of those zones every week for six months in 2004 and saw consistent, intense fighting. Thomas collected the dead along small stretches of the border and scaled up. Her estimate: border clashes around the Lake Hodges colony killed at least 15 million workers in six months.  

The front wasn't hard to find. Holway told the San Diego Union-Tribune that you could spot the piles of dead ants from the car. The paper described the battle line winding through Escondido neighborhoods west of Interstate 15 and along the western edge of Lake Hodges. Despite the carnage, the boundary barely moved.

Crazy shit.  And still not so crazy as the fact we have a dude with an ant-sized brain grinding our Republic into the fucking dirt.

Selah.


PS - Hat tip to The Verified Post.

PPS - Suddenly reminded of A Republic of Insects and Grass by Jonathan Schell.  Read his book The Fate of the Earth, which includes that essay, for my class on nuclear war freshman year (1987, yikes).  Perhaps we won't nuke ourselves, but rather cook ourselves instead; either way I, for one, welcome our new insect overlords.

Saturday, October 17, 2026

Baby, babe, let's get together


Ericka and I used to sing this a lot.  Anyway, we need to bring back bands with a lively wind section.

All Those Moments Will Be Lost in Time

The Old Weep Gently:

These old trees
Sigh in every leaf,
Look down their trunks
As if back down the years.
Old knots stay
Where limbs were torn away—
Little fist-rubbed faces
Of gargoyle grief;
While shadows
Slip down the trunks
Like tears.

Yvor Winters. 

And My Heart Goes Pitter Pat

My goodness, what a game.  My watch got a workout telling me how stressed I was.

I do very much like Atlanta, and as I've said elsewhere, I won't cry if they end up taking the chip.  But man, I want the Valks to win so bad.

In conclusion: Gabrielle Lisa Williams is a goddess.


PS - Let's see what my Guards can do tonight.

Update: Guards didn't do much.  2-2 is still better than I expected, so let's see what they can do in Game 5.

Update update: Didn't do much again. As Gandalf said, "There never was much hope. Just a fool's hope."  But hey, they've done great in elimination games this post-season, so...in a world where the Browns beat the Ravens to take first place in the division (4-2!), why the hell not hope?

Friday, October 16, 2026

Gave my heart with zero stipulations


Makes me happy to see David B with Olivia R again.

Things I Think When My Teenagers Are Being Buttheads

So many gods!
They’re like books—you can’t read everything, you never know anything.
Happy the man who knows but one god, and keeps him a secret.
Every day I have different beliefs—
Sometimes in the same day I have different beliefs—
And I wish I were the child now crossing
The view from my window of the street below.
He’s eating a cheap pastry (he’s poor) without efficient or final cause,
An animal uselessly raised above the other vertebrates,
And through his teeth he sings a ribald show tune . . .
Yes, there are many gods,
But I’d give anything to the one who’d take that child out of my sight.
Álvaro de Campos.


PS - I found the translator's notes to be illuminating.

Thursday, October 15, 2026

I watch the ripples change their size

But never leave the stream of warm impermanence.

Weird How Much I've Been Thinking About This

A Double Dying:

After death comes bodily decay,
Then like your body
Your name begins to fade away.
Once in a while somebody

Among relatives and friends
Will remember a moment, a story,
Doubtless showing he misapprehends
Though intending to be appreciatory.

As months and years go by
Your name gets mentioned less and less,
Eventually will not signify,
Erodes to nothingness.

You die, you putrify,
Then once again you die.

Alan R. Shapiro.

#throwbackthursday

Mad that we had to leave the playground.  (2015)


I miss chaperoning school trips to OMSI (and the zoo).  (2017)

Wednesday, October 14, 2026

The world was moving, she was


Floatin' above it, and she was...

For Thee

Pencil Letter:

I know it won't be received
Or sent. The page will be
In shreds as soon as I have scribbled it.
Later. Sometime. You've grown used to it,
Reading between the lines that never reached you,
Understanding everything. On the tiny sheet,
Not making haste, I find room for the night.
What's the hurry, when the hour that's passed
Is all part of the same time, the same unknown term.
The word stirs under my hand
Like a starling, a rustle, a movement of eyelashes.
Everything's fine. But don't come into my dream yet.
In a little while I will tie my sadness into a knot,
Throw my head back and on my lips there'll be a seal,
A smile, my prince, although from afar.
Can you feel the warmth of my hand
Passing through your hair, over your hollow cheek.
December winds have blown on your face . . .
How thin you are . . . Stay in my dream
Open the window. The pillow is hot.
Footsteps at the door, and a bell tolling in the tower:
Two, three . . . Remember, you and I never said
Goodbye. It doesn't matter.
Four o'clock . . . That's it. How heavily it tolls.

Irina Ratushinskaya.

Tuesday, October 13, 2026

Lend me some sugar, I am your neighbor


I used to play this in class on my iPod when discussing the Presentation Layer and compression (then I'd go off about ideas for future devices that Steve Jobs stole from me and turned into the iPhone).