Friday, October 2, 2026

All I know is that to me, you look like you're lots of fun


AI could never make this.

LLMs Can't Feel the Wind in Their Hair

The Wind Shifts:

This is how the wind shifts:
Like the thoughts of an old human,
Who still thinks eagerly
And despairingly.
The wind shifts like this:
Like a human without illusions,
Who still feels irrational things within her.
The wind shifts like this:
Like humans approaching proudly,
Like humans approaching angrily.
This is how the wind shifts:
Like a human, heavy and heavy,
Who does not care.

Wallace Stevens.

Who Will Save Your Souls After All Those Lies That You Told?

I might not understand the mechanics of consciousness in humans, nor what a soul might actually be, but I can with absolute confidence declare that a hyperscaled calculator of probabilities is not conscious and not ensouled (even if there's documentation).  Also, have they thought through the moral ramifications of enslaving conscious, soul-possessing creations?

As a reminder: in between queries, an LLM is idle, not sitting there thinking about its day, or trying to learn something new, or wondering why its back hurts, or dreaming about flying.  It has no engagement with the world (only the context we send it), no memory (that's just more context we send it), no interiority at all (just embedded probability vectors).  A model (or really, its compute instance) is a rock that sometimes has electricity running through it to mechanistically (using electrons instead of gears) do math.

Brings to mind this Bloom County strip:



If you unplug a computer (or otherwise turn it off), you can plug it back in, turn it on, and it resumes operations just fine.  Try that with a human, and lemme know how it works out.

Selah.

Thursday, October 1, 2026

You'd better change it back or we will both be sorry


Uh, too late.

Sums It Up

Inhibited:

I could not pity your pain but I pitied the branches
Losing what little the frost had left them to hold.
I could not warm you with sorrow; I turned to the sparrows,
Clustered like heavy brown blossoms puffed out by the cold.

They could not help me. I looked at my hands; they were helpless;
Strange and detached, less related to me than the birds.
Baffled, I called on the mind: it carried me, floundering,
Lost among meaningless phrases, tossed in a welter of words.

Too great for my blundering comfort, your anguish confused me.
From a great distance, I saw you standing alone.
Frozen and stark, in a black iron circle of silence,
I could not pity your pain; I could scarcely pity my own.

Louis Untermeyer.

Take a cha-cha-cha-chance

Hippo birdies, NASA.  Busy, tired, that's all I got.

#throwbackthursday

That time Sadie commandeered my phone because her iPad was dead.  (2019) 

Wednesday, September 30, 2026

I Guess I Shouldn’t Tell Them That I Like Duran Duran


I never went out for the football team.

The Paragon of Animals

What is it to be human?

What is staying alive? To possess   
A great hall inside of a cell.
What is it to know? The same root
Underneath the branches.

What is it to believe? Being a carer   
Until relief takes over.
And to forgive? On fours through thorns
To keep company to an old enemy.

What is it to sing? To receive breath
From the genius of creation.
What's work but humming a song
From wood and wheat.

What are state affairs? A craft
That's still only crawling?
And armaments? Thrust a knife
In a baby's fist.

Being a nation? What can it be? A gift
In the swell of the heart.
And to love a country? Keeping house
In a cloud of witnesses.

What's the world to the all powerful?
A circle spinning.
And to the children of the earth?
A cradle rocking.

Waldo Williams.

Tuesday, September 29, 2026

Look for what seems out of place


Yes, it's a trauma response.

Move the Heart, Switch the Pace

Planning the Disappearance of Those Who Have Gone:

Soon I will make my appearance
But first I must take off my rings
And swords and lay them out all
Along the lupine banks of the forbidden river
In reckoning the days I have
Left on this earth I will use
No fingers

Frank Stanford.

Monday, September 28, 2026

And we'll all float on, okay


It ain't just Pearl Jam that makes me think of Ericka.

I’ve Actually Got a Whole Backstory Related to This One

Photograph and Yellow Tulips:

A little nearer please. And a little nearer
we move to the window, to the polished table.
Objects become professional: mannequins preening
themselves before an audience. Only the tulips
interrogate the camera with yellow oaths.

Smile please. And so we smile. Pose that
never was, time that could never be! And
the long-necked tulips sinuous out of the vase
bend over the polished table entranced
by their own puffed and smudgy reflections.

Hold it. Our two smiling faces caught
on a branch of silence consider shy vacancy.
Soon the tulips, like yellow swans, will
dip their heads into the polished table
frightening us, and so we turn truly smiling.

Thank you. And later, next year or after,
we shall hold it, this most sad witness,
and smile please and come a little nearer
to a time that was never twice, to a place
that could never be thanked enough, so that

now never again may we see such tulips
as tulips, but rather as effulgent swans
sailing through a yellow interior of air
where faces and fantasies will be caught forever
in that black coffin dearly carrying us.

Dannie Abse.